can I just say that I would really like to just rewind life to about 3 months ago and start some things over again? If there is one thing I hate about life it's that you have to go through trials, and you can't already know the lesson you need to know, instead you have to learn it in the process.
If there is anyway at all to know everything you need to know, without ever having to go through a hard time, I would pick that way every time. And when things get hard and you have no idea why on earth you're going through this, then you learn something. It would have been helpful at the start, but you have to go through a problem in order to learn the solution. I have realized that my problem is learning my lesson but then taking even longer to put it into action. Making my "hard time" even longer.
Oh how I wish I could go back in time with what I know now and just start over! or is that part of grace? maybe not grace... not mercy...?? I don't know, part of God. maybe I shouldn't look at it as "I have to keep going from here and still have to deal with the outcome of what I have already done when I really just want to start over" but I should instead look at it as "this is not the end! I can still move on! I still have to live with the outcome from what I have already done but I can change part of the outcome by what I am still capable of doing!"
Yes, I like this look a lot better.
The end, now to move on
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