the beauty of fall has gone almost unnoticed in my life, although I saw it and wanted to watch it so much more than I could, all I could do was think about something else like where I would have to be in order to really enjoy this, or all the things that I wish were different in my life. and I let fall pass me bye while waiting for winter.
I even have had to almost slap myself when seeing how I was being so ungrateful for things while whining about what I didn't have ( I guess I have been a kid at Christmas time in more ways than I thought ), and taking note of the faults in those around me while ignoring that I am as bad as they on the inside.
I guess this is my blog to say that I'm sorry...one day I'll get this whole thing figured out:)
I am grateful for my dear friends who have stayed so faithful to me, even over such distances; and even after not seeing someone or hearing from someone for sooooo long, still being able to pick up where we left off;)
thanks to all... and if you don't hear from me until then (which you had better) Merry Christmas!!!!!
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